Intro about me

I created this blog just to put down what’s going on inside me because I’m not very good at telling that to other people, and I thought though if no one ever knew what was happening then I would probably explode at some point.
I wont put my name down or anyone else’s, not because I am afraid of scary weird people, because its just a blog, but I’m more afraid of this just getting to people that it shouldn’t and it could be very bad and a little offensive and I guess I am a little afraid of people finding out who I really am on the inside and not that its bad but I just really don’t want any of this held against me.
A little about me is that I am a full time dance student. That means that I left school because I want to be a ballerina and the only way of that happening would be if I studied it full time and dedicated my life to it practically.
I still have a social life. But I don’t know if it would be considered normal because I don’t know what normal is. But I have friends who I also hang with from ballet and two of the best girls I have ever known. Lets call them Helena and Donna. But they are the two I do actually spill most of my stuff to, just not all of it.
I still go to parties and like boys, well some boys and I shop and beach and all that other stuff teenage girls like to do as well.
I have a job; I work in a supermarket in the delicatessen. I don’t get paid that much but I don’t spend that much either so I am slowly saving it all.
I still live with mum and dad at home which is near ballet so it’s good I didn’t have to move away like a lot of fulltime dancers actually have to do. However I quite often would prefer the isolation and the freedom that would come with it. I love my parents, I really do especially after everything they do for me to let me dance and have this life but sometimes they are just so hard to live with because they cant even live with themselves and it just makes it so bloody hard to keep up…and sane.
That’s about all the background information you need for now and it will get me started.
Thanks for reading. Xoxo P.